2009-12-30 [valkar]: more like i told him that he had to so i could keep an eye on him so he did not refuse

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: so he will be under your eyes, then? 

2009-12-30 [valkar]: for now but if he fucks up i will destroy him magically

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: aw, but i want to help. i have as much reason as you to magickally destroy him

2009-12-30 [valkar]: fine if it come down to it i will give u the first blow

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: k. but you'll finish him off? that i can deal with

2009-12-30 [valkar]: wont kill him tho

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: meh. better to let him live without his powers than to kill him

2009-12-30 [valkar]: my havent you let you darker side out a lil more that u use to

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: well, the garuda has been following me lately. He cant take a hint that I absolutely abhor him. I guess Odalwa's evil still remains. 

2009-12-30 [valkar]: what is funny is u show emions like anger and hatred

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: anger and hatred? thats not me. Odalwa may be dead, but his memories still live on. besides, you know that my temper is as unpredictable as the earth itself

2009-12-30 [valkar]: on really now want to test that one lol

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: well, there really wouldnt be a comparison. my temper is dangerous. you should ask rhi about what i did after she posted a prayer request about me at her church. totally made me look like a fool

2009-12-30 [valkar]: u know i dont talk to her

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: i guess not. anyways, she wrote that I was twisted and depraved and that I was lost and all this other shit. Oh, you should read the letter i wrote to her. I told her to basically fuck off because she wasnt any sort of friend of mine. She was all hurt and stuff, but, in the end, I know that she can fake being sorry. I dont like being around her because she's all 'born again' and all this other nonsense

2009-12-30 [valkar]: sound like her being full of her self

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: oh yes. hannah tells me she isnt as good of a friend now to her. I told her that she didnt have a real sense of being saved, that it was just her wanting to be like every asshole that follows christianity blindly

2009-12-30 [valkar]: and the reply

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: wait, what?

2009-12-30 [valkar]: did she reply to that lol or just keep quit

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: she tried to tell me i was wrong and she was offended that I would tell her what I thought. I told her she needed to get a life

2009-12-30 [valkar]: lol good work

2009-12-30 [valkar]: think it is funny when any of are old friends see me they act as tho i don not exist

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: lol. she basically told jake she couldnt be my friend anymore because i wasnt 'of god'. I said that she could suck off a n aids infected asshole and die

2009-12-30 [valkar]: lol

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: actually, im not even sure jake was trying to help me. i sort of think he's been trying to off me for ages. i mean, he put a barrier around everyone but me n the wreck, he introduced me to Jess personally... i think he wants me dead. too bad i grow back

2009-12-30 [valkar]: if he could he would have offed me along time ago

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: yeah, that too. i noticed he was trying to be as close to us as he could when we were in the apartment. he never left

2009-12-30 [valkar]: lol i know

2009-12-30 [valkar]: i am almost done forging for the night

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: Does forging drain you of energy?

2009-12-30 [valkar]: u have know idea

2009-12-30 [valkar]: almost completely venerable after doing it

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: so shall i act as a sort of guard?

2009-12-30 [valkar]: no if some one wants me the have to get try the field i set up befor hand

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: ah. I'll be mindful not to approach you, then

2009-12-30 [valkar]: i am off to bed

2009-12-30 [Rose_Spectre]: k, take care

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: *walks in and sprawls on a beanbag chair and a blanket*sorry I've been gone so long, it's been hectic these past few days

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: I can understand. It is sleeting here, and I'm freezing my scales off. *pours two cups of hot tea* How have you been?

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: It's sleeting here too, I had to work in some of it today - - ughh if Sereane hadn't took over I would've froze to death.

I've been working three days to clean up and move everything out of my grandma's house cause we've put her in the nursing home now that she's better.

*takes cup and sips it slowly* I'm dead tired but alright. How've you been?

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: I've been better. This cold is killing me. But, it's been fun today. I told this bimbo off. it was fun

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: Aww I'm sorry. Lol good, people need to be told off. ^ ^ So how're things going otherwise?

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: james gave me a blade. that made me happy

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: Awesome ^ ^ So things are going well?

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: yep. nothing i cant handle

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: Good to hear, I was starting to worry about you there. Unfortunately I won't be able to make it for New Year's. We're heading back home tomorrow afternoon after the morning errands

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: okay, I'll let the pack know. I wish you could be there

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: I do too but there's just no way I'll be able to make it. I'm really sorry

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: do not apologize, it is all right

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: yeah well I still feel bad that I can't come...

2009-12-31 [Rose_Spectre]: dont feel bad, or i will let Kanna out

2009-12-31 [ChibiTibs]: mehhh I'm tired and my stomach hurts. I'm going to bed, take care

2010-01-04 [valkar]: *walks in* you summoned me?

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: Yes, there is a much bigger problem than we thought. There is a fellow named dread that is behind everything that has been happening. He's trying to start an all-out war between the vampires and lycans, and he is after a machine called the Ocularis Infernum (Eye of Hell) that is my pack leader's mind. Be on your sharpest guard. He has been here trying to learn my schedule so that he can plant evidence aqgainst me

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i am saprised that someone dose not want the hell gate within me o did u find something of use in the library. but i will be on gard

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, i did, as a matter of fact. you had my journal from eons ago. i sort of took it back, if you dont mind. his is different, because it has pieces that it requires to run

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: from what i have found out, he is also after the door to truth, only an experienced alchemyst can do it, and he has a cult doing his work for the door

2010-01-04 [valkar]: if they fuck with the door they will be steping on something they should not

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, that is why i dont trust thomas at all. jake says we can, but i still keep an eye towards him. but, the door to truth and the ocularis infernum both do the same thing, so i have no idea why he would want both of them

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: dread has a poisonous concoction that he used to use to kill gods when he was a god slayer, he can use it to kill anything, nori and ravyn are working on an antidote to counter it

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i guess to see witch he can get first why not try to go after both in case one fales

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: he played all of us for fools. He's caused all the wars of the world, and, until we stop him, there will be more. he even made a deal with Tiffany's dragon side, and we have to warn her

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: something tells me he is after both for more than just a fail safe, ive already had a vision of me going against the cult and defeating them, but obtaining the door is just as easy even if he starts over, but the ocularis infernum takes years to assemble again, since the peices are 13 individuals, they would have to be reborn and grown into adults again

2010-01-04 [valkar]: yes we do.

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yeah, he must have something else up his sleeves

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: luckily a few old allies are coming to help out, setsune has gone to the elders on my behalf to talk with them on the situation

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, and my brothers are coming home to lend us all a bit more protection

2010-01-04 [valkar]: well if they are all comeing home i need to get to work on resoring there weapons

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: nori is already preparing us an army, so we can out number dread, and his supporters. he is gonna make homunculi for all of us, he can make 25 for each of us, and he can combine them to make chimeras and golems

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: okay, you remember them, dont you? Nettle had the shield spear, Nocture the whip sword, Chyra the fire cannon, Thorn the pike, Sepal the shield blade, Cyan the claymore, Orz the dual scythes.

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i just need a peace of each of there weapons to re make them

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: you can infiltrate my mind if you have to. their weapons' remnants reside in a room called the Hall of Shadows

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i will just make from sratch normal end up better that way

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: i actually need to work on crafting setsune a weapon since she is full grown now, as well as restoring varuns too

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: okay. why so quiet, jordi?

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i can make one for u if you would like

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: another one?

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: have you empowered my fans yet, Jameses?

2010-01-04 [valkar]: sure why not i am always trying to make better

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: okay, i will test them in a bit

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: thinking, dread went through a lot to trick us, and to keep us from meeting, he even killed our past lives to keep all of us seperated, but somehow we got pulled back together, my theory is it was by a goddess named pomba gira, she is actually the goddess of protection

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: he did. most of our past lives, he has had some hand in our deaths. although, he could use this to destroy us all. but, then again, we aren't that easily destructable

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: exactly, what ticks me off is the fact i cant go back in time and fix it, they are set points in history they are not allowed to be changed

2010-01-04 [valkar]: witch sucks

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes. Time isn't that much of an ally to us, except for your abilities, baby. 

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: yep, and our main link to all of us happens to be that, me and will were twins, and the princes of atlantis, my name was jadyr, and his was tyberius, i dont know who cheyenne was yet, justin was king tut, my lover, lol, and misty and jutan knew each other during the great war

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i don't remember my name from that time

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: time is and isnt the answer...

2010-01-04 [valkar]: jutan who all has acess to the library 

who all has a mental link with u

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: yeah and at the same time, some things from the past can be helpful, i can tell you about 2 of the groups coming to help, one group is the dark guardians and all the guardians who retired, the other are some guardian allies from another demension, the third im not allowed to say yet

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: no one but Kan'na, my brothers, and the raptors. Why do you ask?

2010-01-04 [valkar]: they could use there link to get into the lib to see if there is some helpful info in there

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: i thought there was another reason, you know?

2010-01-04 [valkar]: and what where u thinking

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: that dread could try to get into my mind. he can't, though. you know how twisted my mind is. he would go crazy with all the mazes

2010-01-04 [valkar]: was also thinkg if he did he could get into the lib

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yeah, but, you forget. Dread cant set foot in my mind's innermost clockwork. Dread hates life, and he wouldnt survive

2010-01-04 [valkar]: true if he did he would have to go trew my traps to get to it

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, but, i already know your traps. 

2010-01-04 [valkar]: even the new ones

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, i know how to figure them out

2010-01-04 [valkar]: what about the others traps/games

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: what library?

2010-01-04 [valkar]: the one that i keep inside of me

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: i am a genius with you, james, i learned how tricky you are

2010-01-04 [valkar]: but normal ppl would have no clue how do them

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, but neither me or the rest of the pack are by any means normal

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: i have access to the akashic library

2010-01-04 [valkar]: i grant u pasage if u want to go see what it is like

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: im not able to go there. the only one i go to is James'

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: thanks, i can talk to the elders and see if they will allow you jutan and serene to enter

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: no, dont let serene in. she still has that deal with Dread. We cant chance it

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: dont worry, i have the dragons tear remember, if she is corrupted by dread, i can counter it, same with dynas, it will make sure dread cant use dynas's prizmatic abilities against us, and so i can use my synchron ability on him

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: but, can you use it that on someone that far away?

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: i can send ravyn or nori or somebody if need be

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: okay, whatever you think is best

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: i have an idea, for when we go up against dread, i will create a wind shield, nettle will help me strengthen it, then will can bring up a fire one, and chyra can strengthen his, justin can do an earth shield, and thorn can strengthen his, cheyenne can do a water shield, and varun can strengthen hers, we will have our shields clockwise, they will strenghen it going counter clockwise, this way if dread is on the outside he cant get in, but if he is on the inside he cant get out either

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: so, what will our other selves be doing, baby?

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: we will all be distracting dread while chain and omni get enough time to act out their plans, as well as nori and ravyns

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: So, how can I assist you, Jordan, while the body and my brother create the shield?

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: we just have to distract dread until everyones ready with their plans

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: I am going to take the body over

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: ? explain

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: Shall a physical body do more damage to dread than the one I currantly have?

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: no, cuz in case he has control of will we cant risk him getting hurt, its best to be astral

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: I will lead the distraction, then

2010-01-04 [TaLyN_StArKeY]: k, if your sure, im not sure what the distraction should be yet

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: I do. Dread has never faced me before. I hold many suprises behind these lavender eyes

2010-01-04 [Rose_Spectre]: Dread is a being that basks in everything dead and dank. Why not counteract it with life?

2010-01-04 [ChibiTibs]: Wow seem's I have missed a lot. Anyone care to fill me in with the details?

2010-01-05 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, dread was the bad guy. he was always the bad guy. he made a deal with Serene, that he would allow her to live if she served him. Jordan said that he was going to release her from the deal. But, he is the reason for every single war in history. He has caused all sorts of trouble with us. He used Odalwa to kill my mother. He's also been trying to keep all of us from meeting, and he's killed all of us in past lives at some point or another. Be on your sharpest guard, my dear.

2010-01-06 [ChibiTibs]: I shall be. I was starting to worry...Serene had been gone a few days, her bindings had been broken but I know it wasn't her doing....I hope it works out.

2010-01-07 [Rose_Spectre]: yeah, dread attacked me a bit ago, but im not hurt.

2010-01-07 [ChibiTibs]: Well be careful for sure then, he's not one to take lightly...I hope the dragon comes back soon, I don't want her involved in such work and I have no idea why she would participate in such things.

Is there any other info I should know?

2010-01-07 [Rose_Spectre]: there are things called raven mockers, i saw a few at work, and they followed me here, but they cant pass my barrier. 

2010-01-07 [ChibiTibs]: ah ok. I shall stay on guard though I have to admit without the dragon here my magick is considerably weaker than normal...

2010-01-07 [Rose_Spectre]: yeah, be very careful. call her back, my dear

2010-01-07 [ChibiTibs]: I will be on my sharpest guard. I tried a normal call and I searched every inch of my mind, but it won't work I can't locate her exact position other than she's not in my mind...

I haven't worked up the required magickal and physical energy to forcefully bring her back but I should be able to by the weekend granted if it doesn't snow here which the weather forcasts...I can't do anything when she has her own element to empower herself with....

I just don't understand why she would do this, especially with her bond with you. Do you have any clues as to why she might do this sort of thing?

2010-01-07 [Rose_Spectre]: i dont know, except for that deal she made with Dread. I havent seen her anywhere...

2010-01-07 [ChibiTibs]: What where the details of the deal if I may ask?

2010-01-07 [Rose_Spectre]: that if serene served dread, dread wouldnt kill her

2010-01-07 [ChibiTibs]: hmmm that sounds odd, I don't think that would be the only reason she would accept a deal against her friends. Wouldn't there have to be something more to it?

2010-01-07 [Rose_Spectre]: no idea, get on yahoo please

2010-01-07 [ChibiTibs]: alright

2010-01-10 [valkar]: sorry i have not ben on i have ben out of it the bast couple of days

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: its okay, i was out of it yesterday. how have you been?

2010-01-10 [valkar]: trying to master someinting

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: what would that be?

2010-01-10 [valkar]: a secret

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: ah. well, i believe you should visit the pack with me.

2010-01-10 [valkar]: u should come buy to visit me

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: let me know whenever you are off, and i will visit you. i need a word with you, anyways, behind door. it is important

2010-01-10 [valkar]: what days are u off

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: no idea, i find out today

2010-01-10 [valkar]: let me know u work today?

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: nope, im off. mum wants to go eat at Okinawa. you think you can look at something for me?

2010-01-10 [valkar]: hmm what u need me to look at

i get off work at 8pm today and tomarrow

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: i need you to fix my throat chakra. it's been bugging me lately, and i cant use the Twilight Scream.

okay, if i am off tomorrow, i will try to visit

2010-01-10 [valkar]: kk it is not a problem

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: you are the only one i trust with chakras. you are able to fix any problem with them

2010-01-10 [valkar]: how bad is it so to say

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: remember the wreck? whatever happened messed my chakra up severely. I havent been able to use the Twilight Scream ever since the wreck. 

2010-01-10 [valkar]: if u would have told me sooner could have done it long ago but should not take me long

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: well, i havent tried to use it until a few days ago. it would have been useful with the attackers. i thought it might have healed by then

2010-01-10 [valkar]: i will work on it next time we meet

2010-01-10 [Rose_Spectre]: thank you. i will have to try to be free my next day off

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: *walks in and sits in usual place, pouring self a cup of tea before completely settling* Such troubled times we seem to be in...

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, it would seem so. thomas scares me. he said he had a magickal attraction to Serene because she despises human nature

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: Yeah he scares me too. Here lately he's always wanting to talk and always at the most inconvenient times too*pours you some tea* Speaking of which I'm still rather worried...

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, dread is actually working for someone, three stronger people. one is named Saffaron; she was one of the first alchemists to open the door to truth. she, or one of the other two got in my head and tried to convince me that the pack had abandoned me. i knew they hadnt, and this was the day after dread had staged an attack on Will's house and mine

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: oh, i met someone that said she knew you and i back during our war. she was acting as a member of the pack, but she was really under dread's control. she said she knew Jutan, but I can't for the life of me remember her name. She was under his control back then, too, and i believe I was the one to execute her for treason

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: hmmm that's really troubling. I wonder what they are up to to be causing this much trouble. Sereane isn't back yet either, I think I will most likely have to force here. Though I think someone had been in my mind recently without my knowing, cause it had been ransacked for books, they where scattered everywhere and a few of my alchemy books are missing from their shelf....it worries me greatly even though the books where minor they where not meant to be shared.

Really now? What's here name?

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, there were quite a few trees knocked down in my mind. someone got into my chests of poisons and medicines, and soem very valuable ones were taken/dropped. I have no immunity to death adders now, so I'll have to obtain the venom from Sepal and remake it. Someone also tried to get into Kan'na's secluded grotto, but they were stopped. Kan'na scared them off, but he couldnt see their faces. 

Her name now is misty. She was never really in the pack; just one of dread's pawns

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: That's bothersome...who would do that and why? Not many people have access to my mind but the defenses have weakened a lot and the layout is too simple.*sigh*I'll have to reconstruct things and get the defenses upped greatly.

Ah. Where is she?

2010-01-11 [valkar]: how is everyone

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, hardly no one except for maybe yourself or Jameses can navigate the puzzles in my mind. 

She is near Rome, but I dont believe she is welcome in the pack's home anymore. 

Hello, James. How was work?

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: I'm alright, not happy that it's cold down here in FL though. It shouldn't be cold at all. And you?*pours you some tea*

Funny I doubt I could navigate your mind as I am now ^ ^"

Aww that's unfortunate.

2010-01-11 [valkar]: i am fine today work sucked have had a really bad head ack that wont go away

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: Awww that's not good. You should definitely take it easy so it'll go away.

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: it may be possible that someone is trying to get into your mind. You may want to check. Someone got into Tiffs head as well as my own

2010-01-11 [valkar]: it is going away if it was someone they took a wrong turn in the maze

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: that also sounds like a good idea, I don't think it was a coincidence that both of our minds had been infiltrated

2010-01-11 [valkar]: why do they even try

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, someone realizes we have powerful secrets, possibly because of whoever got into my mind. so far, Im missing 'death adder', 'fer-de-lance', 'russell's viper', and box jellyfish, but there are more missing

2010-01-11 [valkar]: lol try did not evan make it to my scret place so nothing is missing

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: thats good. i may put a maze up in my room, with a hell of a lot of tricks and illusions

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: Likewise, I'm going to reconstruct everything and set up traps and mazes. I refuse to let this happen again

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yeah, i obviously underestimated whoever it was...

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: I didn't even try after Sereane rearranged things...I was too lenient and trusting.

2010-01-11 [valkar]: try anding a moving maze to it confuses the hell out of ppl

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: i think she may turn on us, my dear

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: A moving maze? That sounds rather complicated to make ^ ^" I'll give it a shot though.

I hope not...because we are rather connected to each other, I think she was attacked or something and it affected me the other day. I think I mentioned about my breathing becoming difficult and my energy really ridiculously low to the point where I couldn't do anything too strenuous without making it worse didn't I?

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: dread may have renegged on his deal and decided she was too much a threat and attacked her. i hope she returns

2010-01-11 [valkar]: if u want idas on the maze u can go in mine for a bit will disarm the traps if u do

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: I hope that she's ok. I've gotten better so she must be at least alive and healing. I really hope that she does return, though I have to say she won't be able to take it easy in my mind if she does and I won't let her slide by with a slap on the hand either.

I think I'll be alright, thank you for the offer though. ^ ^ I have a few plans that I think will work out just fine.

2010-01-11 [Rose_Spectre]: yes, ive been in your maze so many times i remember it. it was confusing every time i went through. 

yeah, show her she cant run off like that

2010-01-11 [ChibiTibs]: Trust me I will ^ ^ and I will reconstruct my mind properly with mazes and traps

2010-01-11 [valkar]: i guess was can tell tiff was we learned about me